Thursday, November 22, 2007

and here i am...

complaining of the ONE (1) presentation i have.

how pathetic.

I threw snowballs today. it was great anger management/cheering up...
it goes like this:
-pack a snowball
-think of the person/quality/thing you want to smash into the wall
-throw it as hard as you can as you yell
-laugh
i tried to make a smiley face on the wall (too bad it didn't work)
& i'd put up a picture, but i was too lazy to go outside AGAIN and take a pic.

why is it that when i talk about throwing snowballs, people immediately think of softball?

not excited for next year's softball... :P

my reigning thought on the bus ride home was "i must be the biggest failure because so many people believe in me, yet i can't believe in myself."

3 comments:

Albert said...

You're not alone in not being excited for sball, but SNOWBALLS hehe, brace yourself woman! The smiley face will only be on the guy side of the fort!



...you're also not alone in the struggle with confidence. But maybe one thing to not overlook is the kind of raw humility it took for you to just think that.
Not many have that...
...that's why I believe.

Imelda said...

How about...one does not have to believe in oneself in order to succeed?

Juuuust speculating. I think it's possible. One'd get surprises all the time :D

Anonymous said...

He believes in you..and if you believe in Him..then you will believe in yourself..

confidence is hard to attain..but just keep doing what you're doing to please Him..then everything will fall in their places...