Sunday, September 25, 2005

what is worship??

i couldn't answer that question this morning at the interview. (i couldn't answer any of their questions, for that matter). but the most basic, essential question of all- what is worship?
all this time i've been busy with 'worship', and i don't know what it means??is it becuase i'm not fully convinced of my purpose as a worship-er?? or just that i don't take action? maybe the hurried duty of it hid the real meaning. i began to see it as people in front leading other people to SING. whatever happened to the bowing down, giving all the time, all the focus to Jesus?? when you worship something, you're infatuated with it, you're obsessed and focused on it, willing to sacrifice for it, you admire it more than anything else. worship is a time to be obsessed with God!!
i love it when lightbulbs come to my head..."God moments" :) Thank you Lord...Master..make my life a worship to you!
There's this song i kept thinking of on the way home from interview:
Make my life a prayer to you, i want to do what you want me to
no emty words, no white lies, no token prayers, no compromise
i wanna thank the life you gave through your son
you sent to save us from ourselves and our despair
it comforts me to know you're really there.

and i wanna thank you now for being patient with me
oh it's so hard to see when my eyes are on me
and i guess i'll have to trust and just believe what you say
oh you're coming again, coming to take me away

1 comment:

Matt said...

it's okay! i dunno the meaning of anything thats goign to be on my quiz in 5.5 hrs haha, but your right worship is when you are obsessed with God, in all that you do, not only singing, but lil thing we do right in his eyes in a kind of worship eh?

I got this song playing over and over i'm sure you remember this one hehe ;)

CONSUMING FIRE! fan into flame a Passsion for YOUR Name, Spirit of God, Fall in this Place, Lord have you way with US! teehee anyways yup still need to shower and sleep maybe? =P